|Saturday, March 12, 2005
sick, tired, stressed and pissed with myself.im down with fever. guess it's because of the weather conditions faced today. was freezing in the car and got out for "special training" under the hotttt sun. got a nice tan but....
tired due to the amount of trng this week. 3 and half hrs on tuesday, 4 hrs on thurs and another 5 hrs today. totally burnt out. hope i'll recover by monday for the tourn. need to relax more now.
really stressed cos i didnt do well today. cldnt even tee off decently. balls were flying all over the place. iron shots were bad for first 5 holes but started getting better after i kinda relaxed my swing. was really really stressed cos of my bad shots:( suddenly remembered abt the mind game factor and started relaxing so kinda got better after tt. still need to work on my driver tmr or something. it's suppose to be my best weapon considering i used to hit really well with it but seems like now im SCREWED.
really pissed off with myself. it's all the result of not having constant trng. carn expect to win the tourn. hopefully top 6 again otherwise i really can go kill myself.
lost my pitching wedge. LOL. and some woman said im handsome. HAHHAHA! i replied saying "if im handsome, u're gorgeous."
less than 50 hrs till the tourn.
AND
19 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!hopefully there'll be the long list of pple wishing my luck again this monday:) really need it but with the exception of pple like shuenlin who isnt arnd to support me this time. ohwell.
I CAN DO IT.
moo.
me.
-got milk?-